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Friday, October 31
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7:20:00 AM |
cun zai
Finally done with the pw slides. Have to get on with my speech prob tmr night or something? Am going to sch to save the file into my workspace, another early morning.
Well, i don't know if i have been myself all day long today. Went back to St nicks with ed after sch at 10.30 today. Its nice seeing the juniors around. Stepping back into St Nicks made me feel warmth and nice. It's always a good feeling. Sitting there thinking about how life have been back then, memories. Yet somehow, everytime i go back, there will be a string of sadness that entangle upon me. Was pretty tired by one plus two and think i was superbly irritated by the sum. Sorry if i screwed ur maths lesson jiam. Anyhow, feelings and emotions were mixed up somehow. Didn't want to meet the rest but still did.
Sorry to ed. I have showed her attitude all day long. And everything turned out unexpected since jiel was even shocked by my actions. I was utterly
weird. so weird that i thought i was possesed. In case u wana know how crazy i was, i'm even worse off then Shan Wei and Ren Fu in Wan Quan Yu Le. So go imagine me in that. I can't believe but at the end of the day, my energy was almost gone.
I don't know if i have enjoyed myself or been msyelf, i guess it doesn't really matter after all, i just hope the others felt better and good after a long day, esp jiel.
Some commented that i have grown taller, some commented i was different, some say i have changed. Zhen de mah? bu zhi dao bah. wo tao yan xian zai de zi ji. Wo you xie yan juan xian zai shuo hua zhi jie ke bo de zi ji. Dui shi fei, wo fen de hen qing chu. Huai jiu shi huai, zai wo yan li, bu zhi de wo qu zun jing de ren, wo dui ta men shi hao wu liu qing. Na shi wo mah? Yi Qian dui mei ge ren dou ping den de wo, xian zai, shi bu shi bian le? Huo xu shi kan dao tai duo zhe yang de ren, bi bu de yi xiang bao hu zi ji he zhou wei de ren er bian de ru ci? wo bu zhi dao. ke shi, you shi wo zhen de hen tong hen zi ji de zui ba, tong hen zi ji wei shen me neng tu ran bian de ru ci zhi jie. Wo hao xiang wang le ru he wan zhuan, wo zhen de bu yi yang le mah?
Ta men shuo wo wu xu zhao hui yi qian de zi ji, bi jing, na xie suo wei de guo qu dou yi cheng wei yi qian de shi. Bu guan yi qian fa sheng shen me shi, di qiu yi jiu zhuan dong zhe, ren hai shi xu yao huo zhe, suo yi, dui yu yan qian de yi qie yin gai shi kuai le, man zu de. Yin gai qi pan de shi wei lai, er bu shi yi wei de zai zi ji xia zai de hui yi li li zhu zhe.
Wo zhen de you dian tao yan xian zai de zi ji. Yin wei wo yi shi dao le wo bi xu xue hui bao hu zi ji cai neng qu bao hu bie ren. Fan shi dou bi xu guo zi ji de zhe yi guan, cai neng shui fu bie ren mo xie shi.
Wo tao yan kan qing shi jie de zi ji. Mei you le zhe xie chun zhen, ri zi zhen de bian le xu duo. Hao lei, hao nan guo.
Dan shi, yi qie zhen de guo qu le....
wo hao lei, bu xiang qu xiang le...
Gao su wo, wo bian le mah?
cun zai shi wei le shen me? wei le zi ji bah?
hai shi wei le bie ren.
ren shi wei zi ji er huo bah... wo xiang yin gai shi bah...
huo xu zhe gen ben bu zhong yao....
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dang yi ge ren ba shi jie cong cai se bian cheng hei bai liang se, huo xu ba shi jie kan cheng shi hui se, na zhong gan shou ni ming bai mah?
jin tian de wo, zi ran fei zi ran, huo xu wo yin gai ze me shuo. wo gen ben bu zhi dao zi ji zai xiang xie shen me, zuo xie shen me, shuo xie shen me, gan shou dao de shi shen me, yi qie hu ran bian de hao bu mo sheng. Jin tian de wo, shi wo? hai shi bu shi wo? na zhong yao mah? wo bu zhi dao.
Wo xiang, wo bu yin gai lang fei shi jian shuo zhe xie, hai you PW yao zuo wan. Wo lei le mah? Hao xiang hai mei ke shi que hen wu zhu. Wo zhi zhi dao, wo bing bu xi huan jin tian de zi ji....
shall be back later...
Thursday, October 23
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6:10:00 AM |
wo tao yan zhe yang de ni, ba shi jie fen de shi qing chu you bu qing bu chu de ni.
sha dan, bai chi. da huai dan.
bleh.
*sticks tongue*
bahh.. im just being bored...
Tuesday, October 21
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8:12:00 AM |
argh! i swear sign my gbk is pissing me off, damn badly! dont know if my entrie will appear but decided to c+p and post it here instead.. so there you go..
damn stupid signmygbk!! :( cant see my own gbk... gotta see it through my phone! so irritating! but well.. told you you'd be one of the three u didnt believe me! told you you can do it one wad! i'm really prouda you girl! and yes..... you better make sure you stay in this moooood!! like wad you've said... yea? haha.... erm.... i'm not sure if you really know wad's bothering me actually.. i mean... haha.. i dont know.. and if i didnt interpret wrongly.. it most prob isnt wad you're thinking of lah....well.. it's not.. Her... haha... oh well.. i'm sooooooooo full of crap isnt it? and yea..... i.... will do wad my heart tells me when the time is right.... thanks sweetie :) and yeap... if i'm not wrong.. amm's on friendster too! haha.. yup.... take gooooooooood care alright? i'll live for myself! :)you too alright? and.. is that person ur kor? haha.. he's... a really nice person i would say... sleep earlier tonight!
-jiam